The Very Emo--tional gurl..

My Attic is my favorite place to be I go to my attic so it’s just my attic and me I go there to get out a good cry I sometimes go there to just sigh My attic is the place where I can talk I usually talk and walk My attic helps me think and calm myself I sit on this old shelf  I go up to my attic to remember memories  I cry And I sometimes sob That’s why I love my attic

My Grandma is someone who I’ll never forget My Grandma will always hold a special place in my heart My Grandma left us so soon and I didn’t want her to leave yet I can still remember her carrying me and putting me in the shopping cart Everyday I miss my grandma more and more  I will still remember those days where she would get mad It’s like a door between my grandma and I now When she got mad it wasn’t as bad as losing her I will always remember my special person

1. I am not dead (Sadly...I’m joking) 2. I am kinda happy 3. We had a full week of dress downs 4. I did things 5. I went outside for like five minutes or so.. 6. I stood inside and listened to p!atd,mcr,tøp, and fob 7. I hurt my neck from a lot of head banging 8. I’m getting help 9. I’ve done over 100 blog posts 10. I don’t know what else to put *smiles and gives thumbs up*

So we have to take this stupid test called MAP! So for me *grins and raises eyebrow* I’m a slow kid (mentally) so I don’t learn very fast I guess you would say....I dunno. So after MAP our class gets to read,blog,code,sudoku, or if you had something to finish from another class, you could work on that. I listened to p!atd or tøp And was either blogging or.........other things. (Edit 5/10/18: today is the last day of testing...yey)

Chapter 26: “sadness hit” I went back downstairs and felt like I was just hit by a train. I felt out of it. I didn’t feel good mentally. I kept thinking of Chelsea.... Me: So Chelsea do you wanna maybe go out sometime? Chelsea: mhm..you’re so cute Jay Me: *blushes* Chelsea: *kisses Jayden on the lips* Me: um..well then *holds Chelsea’s hand* Chelsea: *smiles at Jayden* I keep thinking about that day and another day... Me: Don’t do it Chelsea Chelsea: I’m sorry Me: PLEASE! Chelsea: *hangs up phone* Me: *worries and runs to her house* I witnessed too much...there were cops surrounding her house and then I ran inside to find Chelsea’s body hanging right in front of my eyes.....in fact I smacked right into it....  I got up from my seat and walked outside. Chapter 27: “nuuhhh” I walked onto a street that I was familiar with “hello friend that I truly love” I said sarcastically. I looked up at the house that my girlfriend lived in and died in. I walked inside “Chelsea yo...

Chapter 24: “I’m bisexual...Dad” I looked at him with tears rushing down my face “I like both genders dad” I said sniffling. Gerald looked at me “I kinda knew” he said crying a bit. I gave him a puzzled look and he wiped my tears “I know about you kissing Bruce and Harley...they both told me secretly” he said smiling and wiping his own tears. I put my head down in shame “um well is it fine that I am bisexual?” He smiled at me “sweetie you can love whoever you want, any race, any gender just as long as they’re good people inside and out” he said putting his hands on my shoulders and looking me straight in the eye. I finally smiled at him and gave him a big hug “thanks dad” I said tearing up a bit. Gerald looked at me again “I know that you kissed Chelsea too sweetie”.... Chapter 25: “Chelsea” I gave Gerald a dirty look “don’t bring her up alright?” I said a bit moody. I walked away wiping my tears. I grabbed my phone and went up to my attic “Ello Jayden,it’s Chelsea ur girlfriend and...

So for my blog I’ve posted 50 posts (well minus slice of life..I think) and Ms.Haury wants to know how I feel.........the same.....I don’t feel anything. Well I do feel that my writing has improved I guess, it went from *speaks in high pitch voice* “hoi guys” to *speaks in normal boring voice* “wassup peeps” I feel like I’m more comfortable with saying some things *coughs* like coming out as bisexual. I guess I do feel something *smiles* I feel like I’m important for once even though I’m probably still not but I feel like I am. *dances in silence*.......*makes faces*......*smiles*.....