3.20.19 I turned 13 in December and I still feel the same. My mental health is the same. I lost a lot of friends. I kinda miss them but..maybe it happened for a reason? *trying to be positive* I have a feeling that one day I will finally be okay. I haven't been okay in a while. Lots of stuff is going on but I'm still going. I'm probably gonna fail in life but that's okay? I mean the only good thing that has happened while being home schooled is my doggo had puppies. Only two puppies survived. I love them both but it would've been so cool to see the others grow up. See what their personalities are like..see how they look. I feel like I fail at everything. I failed at being a good friend. a good daughter. a good sister. I failed at paying attention to Luke (the puppy I got attached to) when he was still here. I don't know if anyone who is reading this has ever felt that way or it just proves that I'm a freak and feel bad about everything.. besides all that sad...
shout out to these people.... Joey:Thank you making me laugh and blush everyday...and make me feel awkward sometimes. You are an amazing and great being. Ms.Haury:Thank you, you go through a lot of attitude from students and it's really cool how you just take it and you're so confident...keep being an amazing teacher *smiles* Ariani:Thank you for being supportive,caring,funny,weird,nice, and thank you for listening to all my thoughts and all the crazy things i'm going through right now (it means a lot) Aliana: Thank you for being a true fren and letting me be crazy and myself around you. I love how you have such a unique personality. Delilah: Thanks for telling me to chill when I need to😂 Emily:I love you're personality...it's pretty cool
3.16.18 I am so freaking clumsy *giggles* for over the last couples of weeks I’ve been bumping into things or cracking something. On the fourteenth I was talking to my frens and I hit my pinky on the lunch table it literally was like this “so I was standing on the stal-” SMACK “AHHHH that hurt” I said laughing. Then yesterday I was in my basement and I was barefoot (which was a bad idea) and I smashed my toes into the laundry room door and I heard my toes crack and I just fell to the ground crying and laughing “Solana! What happened?” My dad asked running down the hallway smiling. The last one (because there are too many) I will talk about is almost smacking into a tree and then tripping face first into dirt. So my sisters and I were throwing the ball back and forth and the ball rolled into the street and I ran to get it. When I came back I moved to the right to avoid smacking into the tree but the I tripped on the trees roots and fell face first into the mud and I kept laughing ...
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