The Very Emo--tional gurl..

I don't wanna hear you've got a boyfriend Sometimes you're better off alone But if you change your mind, you know where I am Yeah if you change your mind, you know Where to find me 'Cause I don't ever wanna be your boyfriend And never did I think that I Would be caught in the way you got me Push another girl aside and just give in Girls love girls and boys Girls love girls and boys And never did I think that I Would be caught in the way you got me But girls love girls and boys And love is not a choice Pose, you've gotta save your reputation They're close to finding out about your girlfriend But if you change your mind, you know where I am Yeah if you change your mind, you know Where to find me 'Cause I don't wanna save your reputation   And never did I think that I Would be caught in the way you got me Push another girl aside and just give in Girls love girls and boys Girls love girls and boys And never did I think tha

Chapter 22: “o-okay?” I felt cold and scared, I was alone in the dark. I opened my eyes and I was in my bedroom...on the hard wooden floor. I looked around then got up slowly. I was sweating a lot “Help?” I said softly. I opened the door then ran down the hall screaming. I stopped and saw a little girl at the end of the hallway “hi” she said waving her little hand. I walked up to her and put my hand against her hand “hey” I said softly and getting scared. She hugged me. I stood there letting her. I pulled her off of me and looked her straight in the eye “what’s your name?” I asked. She waved at me “I’m Jay!” She said getting excited. I fell backwards “what the heck?” I whispered questioning myself. The little girl came closer to me I RAN. I went to my room and fell “ah sh#%!” I yelled out and fell to the floor knocking myself out. I had this weird image. I was making out with Harley and then Bruce. I am so confused on my sexuality, I don’t know what to think anymore. Next thing you kn

Your skies are dark  and days are grey Because you have no love  To light your way - Unknown  So this poem.....*laughs in pain*..sadly I can relate to because I have crushes and then they usually end up dating some other person *sniffles*  I have no one to love and I never will...wow this turned out really dark. I mean like I love people (my family) but I’ve never felt like I do for this one person..I know it sounds cheesy and all but it’s true to be honest..................... Yea I lik- I mean love the ginger

I wanna get better in school. I wanna get better in Math. I wanna get better in Science. I wanna get better in Gym too.

Well Spring Break was awful to be honest. It was gloomy or either cold (there were some sunny days but it would still be cold) outside so that sucked...I stood inside the whole break (mainly just being in my room with my doggos)  watching Robot Chicken, being sad, listening to music on Pandora, reading on webtoon, drawing, messaging Ariani..Joey..Andreia..Aliana..and my sister, and rage dancing because I was mad for some reason. I learned something new about myself (I guess you would say?) I start sobbing my eyes out when I hear the song Mr.Brightside by The Killers..so it came on Pandora and I listened to lyrics and started crying..very emotional. Then during Spring Break I found out one of my frens likes meh.......surprisingly (if you see meh..I’m sorry You might  lose your vision) Spring Break was like The Great Depression for meh because I didn’t even bother to try to wake up early. I woke up at like ten or twelve it was awful. The exciting thing was i was listening to Panic! At Th

Chapter 20: “Omg” I just saw my mums dead body. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I was in my room mourning. Harley walked into my room “I hate cars” she said. I looked at her because it was so random “may I ask why?” I asked raising an eyebrow. She gave me a look “you know exactly why” she said looking kinda angry. I got up from my bed trying to cover my chest with a cover “is it because your dad?” I asked. She slapped me “No, it’s not!” She yelled sarcastically. I turned red and was shocked that she actually did that. She looked at me then pulled the cover off of me. I was embarrassed. Harley looked at me “yeah, I know...I’m ugly” I said. Then I got up from my bed and tried to cover myself “I hate every inch of my body okay!?” I yelled. She looked at me. She started to take her clothes off. I was freaking out, I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT SHE WAS GOING TO DO!? Harley was scaring me at the moment. I looked away “Hey it’s okay” she said putting her hand on my shoulder. I looked at her...she had sc