Update? No one really reads this tho..¯\_(ツ)_/¯

September 24, 2018

Right now we have free time.
Let me tell ya something..seventh grade is nothing like sixth grade. I’m scared and worried. I’m stressed. I can’t really think. I don’t understand anything in math. I’m slow. I think I’m just getting worse. My parents are thinking about homeschooling me but that means I have to teach myself...I’m already struggling so...I’m gonna struggle even more. I keep thinking to myself...“I’m not gonna get anywhere in life”
Life is a pain in the booty *laughs a bit* so many other things I think about..
I’m afraid to live..
And to die..
I feel bad for making my family worry. It affects them. I don’t want them to.
I have weird and deep thoughts..
I can’t control my emotions...
Wow ma life is sad

~Baiii~

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